Thursday, 13 July 2017

First Step

Decision Made,

Today I wake up with my body aching, I thought I would die so much pain around my stomach. I had to stay at home and called sick to my job, so suddenly I realized what was really wrong with me. It isn't my tummy or intestine whose needs treatment, but my mind or soul if prefer.
 I come up to a reason why my body was adverting me so much? What could be possibly so wrong? My diet is balanced, my finance is stable my body is in a good shape really, so what?? 
Then I discovered the truth, for about three years I am postpone something very important, myself. The voice of my body was given the pain so I could stop and think.
I was so afraid to face the challenge that I diced to ignore it,  pretending it could be good without it. Wisely, my body spoke in simple language 'look, is time, wake up, you can do it'.
I currently working as a cover supervisor, it is not bad at all, but I am a teacher, or at least I have the certification from Brazil. I am about to go through QTS route in Uk, but I am so scared to fail.
Despite this,  my sense of fear has changed, still scared but now I want to face it, God help.
I will tell you my journey and all the tests and challenges that I have to face to become a 'real teacher' not for money or recognition, but for building on myself the spirit of a good leader, a good master that I want to be.

 


Tuesday, 16 February 2016



Confidence

I release my expectations

Today I release my expectations, I trust the law of attraction, so I am in peace with myself. I know that all  I need is coming in my direction. I trust my instinct, my expertises. I am safe in my house, in my job, in my relationships, I am loved and happy.


Sunday, 14 February 2016

Patience

Today I understood that I had to be patience...

Patience is the virtue that I want to achieve, in fact I claim my ability to be patience right now. Patience with me, I know I wont change my attitude in one or two days, I need to training myself first. I will be patience with the others  and with the Universe....
I AM WORTH CHANGES AND BE PATIENCE IS ONE THING I WANT TO ADD ON MY LIFE LIST


Friday, 12 February 2016

Gratitude

I am grateful for every thing in my life... 

I want to express my gratitude for every thing. The air, life, health, wealth, love, changes and so many more other things that I could be thank for. Thanks to the people who taught me this new way to live my life, God bless them with all the fortune possible in this planet. My life is fully and I fulfil my inner self with love e happiness. I am grateful, fortunate and happy today and for ever after.

Thursday, 11 February 2016

I am successful and prosper in ever aspect of my life... 

Changing the attitude towards me

Today I am willing to open my mind to the new experiences, knowing my aptitude to learn new things. No fear, no confusion,  I clearly open my heart to recognize my own power to leads my life.  I am prosper, health, beauty and extraordinary creative and clever. I express my gratitude with love, I love myself and I am grateful to be who I am. I love my family, my job, my house. I love every bit of my life and experiences. Thank you Universe (God) for let me know my own power and for help me all the way through my wonderful life.


I forgive myself for my mistakes. I am worth love ....
FORGIVENESS
Today I am willing to forgive my past, present and future mistakes. I know that I am here to learn with my mistakes. I forgive who did hurt me and I forgive myself to being hurtfully to them. I relief my heavy shoulders and I set myself free. I am free and happy to receive the goodness and happiness from the Universe. I am the happiest person on this planet.
11/02/16

Monday, 6 July 2015

Two wishes received!!

My three wishes for the Genius

 I had carefully think about my wishes, trying to be reasonable and unreasonable also. Lets see how its works.
My wishes are:

  1.  Pass on my test drive on the beginning of  November.
  2. Get a permanent position as a teacher by the start of the next term.
  3. Receive a cheque book of  fifty thousand pound in 30 days.

In October 2014  I post in my page this three  wishes listed above as you can check on my blogg history. 
You wont believe what's happened, I am still in chock! The first 2 wishes is completed. I hold my drive licence since 21 November 2014.  And now, just before the next term I have got full time position as History Teacher in one of my most desirable mainstream High School. If you mind to know something,  I have being dream about it for years with out any  success, then after few months focus my mind and acting  like I already have it,  I got it! I am mazed 
I am really happy to share it on my blogg,  
So I decided to set another 3 goals 

1. Get my QTS before September 2016
2.Move to a better house before Xmas
3. Be granted as best teacher of department 

Friday, 8 May 2015

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Ok, Breathing... this is real, I  published my first title at Amazon worldwide. But this is not the good one. I am working on an amazing novel in the moment ... it is secret still. Can't wait to share with you ......

Friday, 21 November 2014

DRIVE LICENSE DONE!!!

 I had been trying to finish my drive license since 2010, with no results.  Lack of money, scare, panic, etc, etc ...I passed my theory test twice because the first one has expired, end of story, guess what?! I passed, yes I did it in my first attempted, yes for four years I was scared, can't even try to pass my test drive, but I set my mind  and focus on my test certificate and its takes me only 22 days to finish it ... Amazing, lets wait to another two wishes to be completed ...

Monday, 20 October 2014

Cheer up!!! it is the Secret...

Four days after my experience over the secret, I have to confess that is not easy to set your mind to your goals. No much time to think about it. The only thing that is really changing in my life is my way to see the life. I feel 50% happier than I was before I start to try to exercise my mind to a positive feeling. This is huge, for now I will leave the Universe conspire in my favour.  

Everyday I write a cheque in my name (fifty thousand pound only) up to now I made 7 cheques, all deposited in my box so-called "Universe". I also draw plans and put in the box, always writing in present tense. 

I am sure, I will accomplish my goals.    


Thursday, 16 October 2014

My three wishes for the Genius

 I had carefully think about my wishes, trying to be reasonable and unreasonable also. Lets see how its works.
My wishes are:

  1.  Pass on my test drive on the beginning of  November.
  2. Get a permanent position as a teacher by the start of the next term.
  3. Receive a cheque book of  fifty thousand pound in 30 days. 
By the logical of the Secret followers, there is three steps that I have to set up.
  1. Make a wish, or ask to the Universe, but this have to be by picturing the wishes, because the Universe do not understand words but thoughts.  
  2. The response. This is nothing to deal with me, this is the Universe job to find out the way to make my dreams come true.
  3. Receiving. That one is the key, this is not that simple, to receive from the universe I have to be on the same vibration of my desire. To be in the same vibration, I have to act like I already have my intentions in my real life. 
There is a trick to get my goals very fast, and I will tell you. When you get something that you are looking for for years you feel very good don't you?   The trick is: think about something remarkable in your life. Something that makes you feel very happy, very good, fulfilled. Remind every step, feel every smell, every sensation, than, when you feel that happiness in your body transfer that feeling to your knew goal, think, imagine, picture yourself in your dream day.

Lets check it, like all the big genius in the History, test it by hundreds and millions times, one time you will get it right. 

About Me

My name is Ana Bendig,

 Welcome to my space where I will share with you my wishes and receives from the endless catalogue of the Universe.
I am a Brazilian girl from birth and adopted by the United Kingdom by the heart. I am teacher, I was a teacher in Brazil and I came to England to work as an operative in a Fruit Factory in 2007. I had no English skills at all, I could barely understand the word “hi”.  Since I put my feet in this Country I wished to be a teacher here. Its sound stupid and it was, I heard many sarcastic laughs around me,  but guess what? I did, I learned the language; I made a Master Degree in History, and know I am covering lessons around the Yorkshire and it is amazing. Yes I did!!! And by that time I didn't know a thing about the Secret. What is the Secret? The law of attraction right?

Yes, they did mention many greats characters of the Human History on their book and videos, those memorable people supposed to knowing about the Secret, and one thing that really call my attention  was exactly the reason that  I always have been positive on my goals no matter the circumstances; and always tried to visualized them.  My studies about Plato and about others many leaders in a Human History, included Jesus Christ, they show me the way, the positive thoughts, the energies, the world of ideas and the world of material. So let's having fun, and put the secret on test. I do believe in the Law of attraction, I really do, but I never really tried in that way they show in their video. So from today I will set up three goals that I really want by the heart, visualize them positively, be gratefully about everything I already have, and feel myself like I already have my wishes materialized.